Fatigued
I have had the great privilege of having various careers in
my 45 years of walking this planet. When I was a young man I worked with my dad
manufacturing plastic injection molds. This led to my first career in plastics
manufacturing. Without going into too much detail, I learned first-hand what
fatigue can do to plastic. It’s easy to understand really. Can you remember
bending a piece of plastic and then trying to return it to its original form?
While you may be able to get it back to form you soon realize that the plastic
is marked forever at the point of the greatest stress.
Another way to convey my point is to explain what I learned
in the flooring industry (my second career). Have you ever noticed cracked stone
or ceramic tile while walking through the mall? If you pay close attention you
will notice that the cracks are usually connected in one straight line. The
reason for this phenomenon is that big structures have stress (fatigue) along
supporting column lines. The concrete slabs move and create stress in the tile
and then you have a crack.
I can feel some of you saying, Greg, you’re losing me dude.
Well this is what I am learning about chemo therapy; it causes my body to be in
a state of perpetual fatigue. I am at the point of breaking all the time.
Everything is I do is more difficult than it used to be. I feel stressed out lying
on the couch.
Lesson- Jesus said “my yoke is easy and my burden is light;
come to me all who are fatigued and I will give your soul rest”. Fatigue is
ungodly! I think all of us know what it is like to be fatigued but remember
this; you will not experience this in heaven. If this is something that you
struggle with then simply apply the Masters advice; come to Him. Please pray
that the fatigue I suffer from never becomes an excuse to treat others poorly.
I have been guilty of this lately and I feel terrible about it.
Chemo, round 2 starts in 14 hours
Fatigue, argh!!! I am praying now Greg. Don't beat yourself up about mood swings or being a bit frustrated. All who love you will or do understand. Keep coming to HIM Greg. You will continue to FIGHT ON and have a whole army behind you. Love you!
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